Say It

Should I say it?
Should I wait?
My feelings flow quite easily,
but these questions are much harder.

God knows it's a sin to dare say it first,
but I can't help and almost say it
every time we say goodbye.
I know that's probably really bad,
but I don't care
Because with you....
no one compares.


I also can't help but doubt
that I could possibly keep you.
I mean, with all the obstacles in our way
it's not like we should be together now...
but we don't wait.
I can't wait.
It's literally impossible at this point.

I want to say it.
Because I know I'll mean it.
But uncertainty makes one hell of a delay in the process.
I don't know if you actually feel just as strongly.
And that scares me.
It does with you more than anybody else.

Maybe I'm just kidding myself for wanting to say it.
For feeling this way.
Because I shouldn't,
but I do.
And there's not a damn thing I can do about it,
until we're face to face, that is.

I want to say it
but I shouldn't.
I want to say it
but I can't.

Should I say it?
Should I wait?
My feelings flow quite easily,
but these questions are much harder.

I love him.
Don't tell anybody.

By Evelynn Hohenbrink
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